Misery

Every day I have about an hour and 20 minutes to drive in my car and be alone with my thoughts and my music. I love just thinking and singing...it's so calming, it's definitely one of my releases. So today as I was driving home and a certain someone crossed my mind and then I heard this song called "Misery" by Maroon 5. I liked some of the lyrics, well for the same reason that I always like lyrics, because they sing the words of my soul. And then it was after this song that I sorta came to realize that I have mostly healed and I don't feel that misery anymore. It also came to me while I was talking to my good friend KC. We were both just laughing over the whole situation as if it never happened. It felt...good. I feel good. So goodbye past and hello FUTURE!

lyrics-
"So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Somehow it is cut so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be

I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Boy you really got me bad
You really got me bad

It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show

Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah"

So long misery...it was nice knowin' ya :P