This blog was inspired by the song "On My Way Here" by Ryan Tedder. In the chorus it says, "On my way here, where I am now, I've learned to fly you have to want to leave the ground. I've fallen hard, but I've been loved, and in the end it all works out. My faith has conqered fear, on my way here." I want to remember my falls, my faith and flight so I remember it here.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Never Say Never
So today is Tuesday. I tend to be really stressed out on Tuesdays because I have class basically from 9:00 AM to 3:00 PM. I honestly don't know how I survived getting up so early for seminary in high school because I can barely roll out of bed at 8:00 here. Last night I was up late doing hw as usual because Tuesday is when it is due. I didn't finish my math hw which is frustrating because there is no slowing down for me, even when I am completely lost. So last night I was sitting trying to figure out my hw and I was just thinking to myself that there is no way I can ever finish this. At that moment one of my favorite songs came on "Never Say Never" by the Fray. It's a weird song for me because I listened to it a lot after I left home in the summer. It was my song with my best friend Samera, who was one of the hardest people to leave. I still love it even though it evokes all this sadness in me. I am currently learning how to play it on the piano so I can play it for her as a surprise when I go home. I love playing the piano. That song has become very special to me during these midterm months. Anyway...so this song just reminds me that most anything is possible. I say that because I can't fly (even though me and Haley are going to try tonight!), I can't buy anything I want, I probably won't become president...but there are A LOT of things that I can do. I've really learned that since leaving home. I have learned to do so many things on my own. Like calculus. Though I can't always solve every problem on my own I still can do a lot. I've definitely learned to not say I could never do that. I realize that we can do so much more than we could ever imagine, but most of all that it all comes from with help of our Heavenly Father. I always have his hand to hold when I can't walk on my own. So my new motto is "Never Say Never"...because it will happen.
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