just one of those days

you know those days where you wake up super late because you were up super late and then you kinda feel like poop the whole day. then you realize your stomach is bothering you all day, and you start to wonder if you could possibly have an ulcer because of all the stress in your life lately, like idk maybe like your car being totaled and then the car you are borrowing getting totally scratched by some random person just days before you were going to return it, and then you try to still make the most of the day but you really just feel bloated and fat and ugly and annoyed and you could punch through walls.....ya it's one of those days for me too.

I believe in miracles

That song has been playing through my head all day. "You sexy thang!" OK so it's not because of a person who happens to be sexy or anything but it's just all the little miracles that I am grateful today.

1. Luisa's friend Michael-Ann is buying my contract and I am soooo happy! One less thing to worry about. My friends are a miracle.

2. Tomorrow I get to go see my cousins and lay out by a pool and soak up some much needed sun. My family is a miracle.

3. Reading an inspirational book today about civil rights. Freedom is a miracle.

4. Enjoying the beauty of the earth around me as I run. The earth is a miracle.

5. Finding out that I will probably get to start my job next week! Not being bored is a miracle.

6. Eating tasty hot and ready with Linds. Pizza is a miracle.

7. Watching SYTYCD. Healthy bodies are a miracle.

8. Enjoying the sweet sweet sounds of music. Harmony is a miracle.

9. Blogging. Technology is a miracle.

10. Living. Breathing. Laughing. Singing. Playing...My life is a miracle.

Friendlies

I have been thinking a lot today about my friends. I love them. That's all.

Obsessed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKEFeIFJ8-M

Do you ever just sit and think...man this is not what I thought it'd be...?

This song- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrMmr1oMPGA sounds like how I feel. Right now all I really want is some of this...

palm trees

sunset

squinting as hard as you can to see the "green flash"

maybe a nice BBQ, just to smell like smoke
to smell like summer.

I want summer
summer makes me smile.

The prophet Joseph Smith taught...

“All are within the reach of pardoning mercy, who have not committed the unpardonable sin.” And so we pray, and we fast, and we plead, and we implore. We love those who wander, and we never give up hope.

{Exerpt from "The Brilliant Morning of Forgiveness"-Boyd K. Packer}

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addiction

I have 3 new addictions as of late. I don't know if you can call them addictions so much as obsessive compulsive tendencies...well anyway

1. I can't get enough of that capri sun. I always wanted to buy them when I was living with Brynn but she helped me to realize I don't need them. Well I got some from Phil for my B-day and drank all of them in less than a week. I have like 3 a day I swear. I bought myself a new box because I love them so much.
2. I also noticed recently that I subconsciously match my underwear to my outfit. It's turned into like a game now. I can't wear something unless my underwear matches. It's kinda really weird, and I know this...yet I still can't help myself.
3. Flossing. I go through these phases where I am really good about it because my dentist told me....but this time I actually enjoy it and do it every day.

Moral of the story:
Marissa has problems.....I creep myself out.